change

adventure, I feel afraid. I told my important other that I would not stay if alcohal was used. So I am at my daughters house. I FEEL HAPPY THAT SOMTHING HAPPENED. Because life was getting boreing. there was a lot of yelling at me everyday, put downs, neglect, no intmacy. everyday people tell me I am nice, I am pretty, all these compliments. My love says mean stuff. then he says how much he loves me, how can he act like so cold and still love me. I am not perfect I could use counseling, or we need counceling together, to be able to communicate on issues we don't talk about. How do I feel? sad. relationship so many healings so much sadness growth more is needed. hope faith a new tommrrow a new me a new you, new babies, i am you are.